My lack of blogging has got me to thinking that I should expand upon my blog and include a bit more variety. Maybe I’ll venture into topics of discussion that really peak my curiosity or rustle a nerve. Quite possibly even venture into food reviews and anything else that I think could be remotely interesting. With blogging the possibilities are practically endless and you have your own clean canvas to write about whatever your heart’s desire.
These past two months have been a very trying time for me. I have been very ill and admitted to the hospital several times. Quite honestly, I don’t think I have been this ill since when I was a little girl dealing with all the obstacles my disability threw in my way. It is hard not feeling up to par. It’s even harder when all you feel like you do is bitch and complain. To state my point, guess what, I’m in the hospital again! Add that as item #32 on my bitch and complain list.
There are so many other hard things going on in my life right now that seem to keep stressing me out. My husband and I are trying to achieve something, but have been unsuccessful. We are hoping that this month will be our happy month and our dream will finally come true. It’s so hard, especially for someone like me, to not have complete control of a situation. I like control. It’s like you try so hard for something that seems so easy for other people to achieve, yet you just can’t get there. Sure you’ve gotten there once, but that ended in heartache before the happiness could even begin. I guess we can only continue to pray and hope that our dream will come true.
This blog is pretty much all over the place – I blame the pain medicines. I hope that when my mind becomes less foggy, I can provide more quality posts. Possibly more gushing over cheese? Who doesn’t love cheese?
0 days until our two year wedding anniversary! I ♥ him.
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